hiya mum, sorry I've not been on here for a bit been busy ive got a new boyfriend but u already now that lol because u are looking down on me its only 8or 9 weeks till terinas wedding cant wait am moving to Essex in January gunna miss not being able to come up to see u at the grave but i know u will be with me every step of the way and i hope i have ur blessing (just send a message plz) i love u so much wish u were here but am coping just dealing with it day by day i guess got to go love u so much hugs n kisses xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx